I havent had my best time of my life yet, but im sure its comin real soon..[:

But so far the best time of my life was wen i was with my boyfriend((Mason)) and we made out for the first time,it was so cuteee!!!! He was holdin me by my waste and i had my hands on his shoulders lol it would have ben even more romantic if he had his hands on my face lol[:

   

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I feeel as if my world is turned around. I have a boyfrined but before him i went out with his best friend. And now i go out with "my boyfriend" well now i think im startin to get my feelins back about my ex which is his best friend  and it sucks cuz he treats me like a dick and I HATE IT!!! I really think im gettin those feelings back and hes told me that i meant ALOT to him and that he was rele in love with me and he wasnt jokn but he has a rele hard way of showin it, although i have a boyfriend i shouldnt be likin his best friend again cuz thats just f**ked up ya kno?. im so confused cuz i like too many guys and knowin that its hard to go out with guys cuz i know im gona hurt them. bein the one to hurt a guy is hard cuz then their gona hate you, and just like the guy that im startin to get those feelings for hates me now cuz the way a broke up with him but i didnt rele have a way of brreakin it off with him i just said that i didnt like him in that way anymore and then his best friend told me he liked me and i kinda liked him so i just wanted to try it and now me n him have ben goin out for over a month and a week. But now since im startin to get those feelings backk i couldnt possibly go out with him again cuz then the guy that im goin with would so hate me.       Im confused and im guessin always will until i get what i want... and unfortunatly i dont know wat that is..                                         </3

The meanest thing my mom has ever said to me is pretty much ever time shes tlkn to me i mean like we do have times when were just sittin down and tlkn but thats like very rare. And it  just makes me feel like im useless and idk why i was even born, cuz the way she yells at me.

Love,

Ashton<333

   

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